Soooo.... you guys are probably wondering what happened to me, huh? >_> I've just always had this apprehension about writing about my self as opposed to anything else, and given that my state of being is generally "pain pain pain with a side of financial stress" it sort of seems like a waste of internetspace. I'm trying to make myself be better about it, at least.... I don't know if it is working yet.

So Master has a steadyish job again (finally) and it's warming up enough that my body can finally function regularly. I hate when he doesn't have a job, the stress from ME, the crippled, sociophobic pet who doesn't even like being called a person, being the person who has to support us both, just exacerbates all of my physical problems especially in winter. bah humbug.

SO, for those of you who don't know, I've been working pretty diligently on Lady.Spookfox, which is basically my camming hub. It brings all my media together: camsites (so many now ;_;), photos, video clips, pervy things I am selling, etc. All these things have their own place, of course, but I like being able to bring them all together.

I was supposed to be on adultwork right now, but my computer's being a little weird so I'm running checks to make sure it's fine. It's probably not a real issue, but Spybot S&D is currently up to around 800 THOUSAND (aaaaaaa) things to watch out for, so this scan is taking forever.

I started on AdultWork last week, and while I'm still new to it, I'm finding I like this place better than others I've worked. MFC is just way too high energy. I've tried lotion shows, strip shows, self-shibari shows, caramel, oil, showers, tip for boobs, tip for tits, playing with my cat,being hyper and super happy and active, and maaaaaaaaaan. Just not worth it. I have no idea how the girls at the top GOT there in the first place, aside from what's technically breaking the rules. I don't really care what they do, but given that I am determined to do the things that others won't, my integrity's sort of biting me on the ass there. I don't even know what my camscore is, but the last few times I've gone on I've made approximately 25c. lol? So I think it may not be too much longer until I call it a loss and put up banners that link to my site so people can see where else I am. ... Not that I shouldn't do that anyway, I guess. Maybe I'd be doing that if this virus check wasn't eating my whole CPU.


As far as the writing thing goes, I'm nowhere near done. a wonderful mystery does have a definite end, but it won't be for a while. To get myself in the habit of dirty writing again, I've got a long long long list of fetish prompts that I found as part of a contest on LiveJournal. ...I don't remember how I actually got to it (fanfiction?), but it's a contest where basically you have 50 fetishes you need to write for a particular pairing of a particular fandom, and you get to choose who. I'm pretty interested in seeing the results, but I partly decided to do it because I feel I need to stretch my writing boundaries. And don't worry, this won't be another of those things that has a definite number of things I'm supposed to do and I sort of peter off.... No, I'm not even going to start posting them until I have at least six done, and I'm choosing them randomly. My OCD won't let me post them up out of order, so that should do it :D