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Since I can't go to school, I'm going crazy with all this spare time. I've been reading BUTTLOADZ of fanfiction. BUTTLOADZ. It's primarily InuYasha fanfiction. -hangs head in shame- But there's SO much good fanfiction out there! In fact, I got introduced to fanfiction by the legendary Turnabout is Fair Play[PG13 version]. It came out when I was 13, I think, and, unfinished due to health issues by the Author who totally promises to finish it someday, it's at 64 chapters, two of which aren't up at FF.net because at some point in the past they became total dicks about adult fanfiction, even though they used to have an entire SECTION for it, thus wiping out thousands and thousands of amazing fanfiction totally and without backup. o_O Told you I was having focus issues (sorry!)
ANYWAY, part of why I love this series is because there's such an overwhelming d/s element in the main characters. And the show has a huge spectrum of moments. It has a romance that crosses between Modern (c 1998) Japan with Sengoku Jidai (14-1600's). There's plenty of romance, dominance fights, feisty women, myths, betrayal, violence, comedy:
Tragically romantic deaths:
See?
The character interaction alone makes me lust for more media containing them! (Acceptable substitute: Ranma 1/2)
(Sorry, I lost my point for a while. I got stuck watching IY AMVs >_> -more shame-)
Anyway, there's a lot of moments in that fanfiction that are superhot.
- Transformation from human to demon and in between
- Mutual subjugation
- General possessiveness omg
- Wardrobe control
- When his mate won't stop running off, InuYasha puts a spell on her that won't let her run any further than the range of his aura. He leashes her with a spell
- She has a tattoo of his name, with ink made with his blood. He's literally inside her.
- The tattoo has a spell that not only binds her to him, but allows him to subjugate her whenever he wishes (or says the wrong thing on accident)
- He shows it off to her suitors to assert his claim(!)
- There is no way to break the spell. She belongs to him for his entire supernatural lifespan
- " “I thought you said I needed a bath.” He wrapped his arms around her and fitted her against him, stroking his hand through her hair, “I lied. You smell like me… I like it.” "
- Inuyasha leaned down, sinking his fangs into her throat and making her suck in a sharp gasp. The vibration of the violent snarling made her tense, eyes wide at the sudden rush of blood and the lurch in her heartbeat. Her chest expanded as she held her breath, everything about him screaming at her to submit to him as the dominant and her hands fisted tight over his thighs while a faint whine escaped her in reflex.
Satisfied at the sound, he slowly released the hold, swiping his tongue up the column of her throat to soothe the seeping bites. He slid forward, scraping his fangs over her cheek, then up to nip her nose before dropping his head and biting down, hard and brief on her shoulder, “You’re in for a hard lesson if you try pushing right now, bitch. I’m not feeling especially forgiving. Understood?” '
- ' "While it is rather flattering to know that you think so highly of my skills, koi, I don't have control of the moon just yet."'
oh god do I really have to go on? Because my attention span just sort of....
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Thanksgiving was mostly enjoyable!
Master made his mom PROMISE to be nice, so she did, and she was, and we had a peaceable time at his parents' house, and nothing went wrong (aside from Master telling me not to bring a meat thermometer when we were going to a vegetarian's house). In faaaact, Master's maternal grandmother gave us a new(condition) car! Superexcitement. This one even has all its windows! (The last one was missing the driver's side window.) This car is most decidedly not a deathtrap!
Although, I do frequently worry about his family's reaction to me. His mom always complains that I'm negative, which I'm wondering if she thinks that way because I use a lot of self-deprecating humor? (Past a certain point of misfortune, it's just hilariously stupid, but I can see that not all people might see that the same way) Also, practically everybody I've ever met has gotten enjoyment at my expense, so I just sort of....default to it. Also it makes people think you're humble (in moderation??)! Which I sort of am... (I think I am, but I've been everywhere between here and hell, and know that overall I'm worth less than the algae that converts CO2 into our species NOT dying a terrible death... But Master says I'm prideful. I unno what that's about). And also, after we got the car, people kept asking if I was excited. I really really was, but I worry that I'm too out of practice (emotionally) to show expressions on my face. What with expressions being a (useless) weakness growing up.
But his family so outclasses me T_T. They're all rich, and well-educated, and are CEO's and mathematicians and spacecraft engineers and artists and.... I come from a line of soldiers, slaves, and farmers. My genealogy isn't even well-documented. Last time I asked my dad about our ancestry, he was all "uuuuh. LA-area?". Which means that even if I could track some information down, if they'd lived in the area long enough, there wouldn't be records about where they were before, and I've no way to track them down. And my abuela (86?) doesn't even have a rudimentary education. Honestly, if not for my abuelo (American-born and legally white), I don't know how she would have gotten by. Worst math skills. I know I could do some through my mom's side, but I'm more genetically similar to my dad, so it's more important that I know his, given that I have the same (and moaaaar) physical differences from my mom (except for being male).
Also, his paternal grandfather is not doing well. He's got Parkinsons, and only seemed to be able to remember Master's name half the time, at best. It's depressing, and I don't just mean watching him.
He's unhappy. He knows he has fond memories and people he loves, but who elude him. For him it's like waking up from a dream, memories of it fading as you try and shoo the grogginess away. Being around the combination of Master, GhostDad, Ghost the Elder, and his mate was....miserable. Everyone's doing a good job of putting up a happy face, and while they generally ARE pretty happy, there was an undercurrent of regret and nostalgia (although once the baby books came out, it was pretty much a rapid, with giant stones of pain and hope and the comfort from knowing that in the end there is a kind and loving god and this is just another trial we have to pass to get into His good graces, and after this it's only Paradise) the entire time. I was honestly relieved that we left early, because while I was happy to help tend to Ghost the Elder, and help him, and converse with him, and make him laugh (and he called me a troublemaker! Hrump.), it was....very wearing. I had a minor breakdown when we were there, because it wormed through my defenses, because I was stupid and unprepared for it. I like to think I reigned it all in, but given the differences in perception, for all I know they think I just completely lost it.
But his family so outclasses me T_T. They're all rich, and well-educated, and are CEO's and mathematicians and spacecraft engineers and artists and.... I come from a line of soldiers, slaves, and farmers. My genealogy isn't even well-documented. Last time I asked my dad about our ancestry, he was all "uuuuh. LA-area?". Which means that even if I could track some information down, if they'd lived in the area long enough, there wouldn't be records about where they were before, and I've no way to track them down. And my abuela (86?) doesn't even have a rudimentary education. Honestly, if not for my abuelo (American-born and legally white), I don't know how she would have gotten by. Worst math skills. I know I could do some through my mom's side, but I'm more genetically similar to my dad, so it's more important that I know his, given that I have the same (and moaaaar) physical differences from my mom (except for being male).
Also, his paternal grandfather is not doing well. He's got Parkinsons, and only seemed to be able to remember Master's name half the time, at best. It's depressing, and I don't just mean watching him.
He's unhappy. He knows he has fond memories and people he loves, but who elude him. For him it's like waking up from a dream, memories of it fading as you try and shoo the grogginess away. Being around the combination of Master, GhostDad, Ghost the Elder, and his mate was....miserable. Everyone's doing a good job of putting up a happy face, and while they generally ARE pretty happy, there was an undercurrent of regret and nostalgia (although once the baby books came out, it was pretty much a rapid, with giant stones of pain and hope and the comfort from knowing that in the end there is a kind and loving god and this is just another trial we have to pass to get into His good graces, and after this it's only Paradise) the entire time. I was honestly relieved that we left early, because while I was happy to help tend to Ghost the Elder, and help him, and converse with him, and make him laugh (and he called me a troublemaker! Hrump.), it was....very wearing. I had a minor breakdown when we were there, because it wormed through my defenses, because I was stupid and unprepared for it. I like to think I reigned it all in, but given the differences in perception, for all I know they think I just completely lost it.
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I've been working on a few side projects! Now there's four other subdomains other than this one, and the links are all at the top of the page beneath the .... blog title thingy.
lust is exactly what it sounds like. It is a wankblog. There is domination and submission and gifs of fucking and collars and hands fisted in hair and biting and scratching, and EVERYTHING that ought to be included in the day.
love is also what it sounds like. It's stuff that makes me feel a way that can only be depicted in photographs, not words.
inspire leads you to divine design, a collection of allllllllll sorts of neat and interesting and unusual things, ranging from packaging to clothing to household appliances.
and
wisdom will lead you to PsyloSight, a collection of things you ought to know/meditate on/will make you think
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sorry guys, but that's the limit of my patience for now! I'll make sure to start posting at least weekly again! also I am active on twitter and fetlife, so if you have something you want me to talk about in specific (PROMPTS FOR ADULTS), that's a good way to let me know
ja~
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